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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Distance
I can feel the distance in my heart
even though you're right beside me
Do you remember the fun we had in school?
Or am I the only fool?
Did you treat me like a tool?
Please say no, say it isnt so
don't know why but I just cant let you go
gotta stop the delusion
dont believe the illusions
I can feel the distance in my heart
even when you're right beside me
Stop trying to mess with my head
play your mind games with someone else instead
So one by one I threw all my coins in the well..
but looks like it isnt gona help
I still feel the distance in my heart
I thought we'd never be apart.
Just some random thing I wrote. Anticipate wild imagination from you ppl but seriously, it's just some random thing if not I wouldnt dare to post it here C:
10:10 AM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Extremely tired but I had the sudden urge to blog. It's like something deep inside of me needs to be fed o.O
Working as a waiter is really tough. You need to be mentally as well as physically strong. If you work in the morning shift (10.30 - 6pm) meals are only provided around 4~5-ish? IF YOU'RE LUCKY. Pray hard that one of the chefs in the kitchen is happy today. If not, you're gonna starve or you can eat the leftovers from the customers.
Notice that I wrote MEALS and not like a specific meal e.g. lunch breakfast. Its sorta like a Dunch? Dinner+Lunch. These people are smart I tell you. Cause like you only ate breakfast hence naturally you'll be hungry around 2/3+ ? So they starve you till 4/5+ and then (if you're lucky) they feed you. Thus, it'll serve as a 'dinner' as well and by the time you're hungry again it's 10/11+. Which is closing time.
Been starving these few days. No one at the restaurant is complaining though, I think their biological clock has adjusted itself already. Sucks! Today's (yesterday) a lucky day though, a woman rejected her untouched pizza and we ate it after it's left on the counter for 2 hours.
My friend got luckier though, some customer could not finish their birthday cake and gave him a piece.
***
Ohya, so a few funny(embarrassing) moments happened and I'd like to share haha.
Incident#1: So like its 4/5+ and theres no one in the restaurant and the manager person ask me to give out flyers. After like 30mins I got irritated and started giving out 2 flyers at a time sporadically. Then, a small boy came by. Being the smart-assed me I gave him 2 flyers thinking that he'd just walk happily away. He stopped suddenly and gave himself a short while to think. Then he turned and advanced towards me ' Kor kor, you gimme extra one. nah! ' he innocently informed me.
Like OMG! Luckily no one saw. Out of all the people I secretly gave extra flyers to he had to give it back to me -.-
Incident#2: ' Heyhey you, come here!' a middle-aged woman instructed. Sotong-ly I walked over 'Hello, how may I help you?'
'You see this,' she pointed.
'Sorry, what?' I asked, not knowing what she was referring to.
'YOUR FRIEND LAH. THERE!' she yelled with her eyes wide opened.
'Zomg suay ah' I thought to myself. I moved my head closer to the pan and squinted - a microscopic insect writhed on the pizza crumbs.
I stood rooted on the ground 'err..' I emitted.
The seemed to be controlling her laughter and yelled again ' call your manager lah!'
Fuck that bitch, do I look like an insect? The insect must have came in due to her foul smell. LOL. Hope no one from the restaurant reads this.
Incident#3: I over poured ice-cold water on a cup held by a nice-looking lady. Nuff' said.
I've like got so much more incidents lah. But I think by the mid of the 1st incident you guys start to glance through already. HAHA!
So yeah that's about it. Really tired. Don't know if this waiter thing is suited for me. On the verge of giving up but I just don't want to give up so early. You know what I mean? Hai.
Right from the start I despised being a waiter. Now I know how tough it is.
Alright, got to go! Catching New Moon next week. EXCITEMENT!
9:17 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
Im holding a magical ball! Every1 look into blank space!
Looks dam blur here hahas
Mirror image wid GS at 6am -.O
Kewl pic. Looks like we're the 'gangsters' of the gang leader RASHID! Seriously look like one mafia boss.Ohya, Prom Night. Before anyone permanantly forgets about it already, I better start posting about it. Although, all the pictures are already on facebook. Hence, Im gona post just a selected few.
Prom Night was.. not to my expectations.
1. We did NOT get to nominate our own Prom King/Queen (or as they say: Lady/Lord) which tottally sucks. Not that I have anything against our Lady/Lord but isnt it OUR night? The teachers just had to have control over SOMETHING.
2. Was there really time to chit chat and take pictures? The chased us out of the hotel as if there was a fire, except there was no screaming.
3. Masquerade? Some people even went to the extent to rent one. And yet, there wasnt even a mention of the masks or something.
I could go on forever but, I think thats basically the important few. So here are some of the pictures (:
Update: Dont know how to move the pics down. So, it stays up there ><
6:10 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wah no one is commenting. I'm very sad.
Nevertheless I will continue to blog and persevere even without the more prominent support of my fellow readers.
Oh yeah, I'm pissed (again). I've already forgotten about the temptations and wonders of modelling but some bitch just has to remind me. Today I was at Bugis again and the same thing happened minus the shock and confusion.
This time they made it more tempting. 'We're looking for models for Levi's. The pay is around 700/800 for 3 days of work,' I quote from the guy who approached us that talks as fast as a bullet train.
Why do they have to do this to meeeee?!?! Plus this time they said theres no need for portfolio. Ah fucks, not gona bother already.
***
PROMMMM! It's tomorrow people! I for one has bought sufficient things for prom already. Sufficient because I haven't bought shoes and tie, which I can do without.
Waiting for some bizarre or catastrophic event to happen tomorrow. Wohooo! Plus, can't wait to see who screwed up and becomes the highlight of the night! (Pray hard that it's not me)
Eh gona end here, need my beauty sleep. Bringing my cammie for Prom tomorrow. Thus, guaranteed 100% chop that there will be boooms picture the next post!!
P/s: Prom starts at 6.30 LATEST @ York Hotel for those blur king/queens.
8:04 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
Since it has been a few days already, I decided to post (:
Realised something weird o.O Is it like too bizarre or sth about the modeling thing that I don't get? Because from the previous post when I talked about it there was like zero response. Idk, maybe I'm thinking too much.
Anyways, about the modeling thing. Went for the interview a few days ago. I don't know if this was their tactic or not but it worked on me I guess. They were like telling me about the wonders of the modeling industry:
-First few jobs $300~$400
-Once you gain experience it will be arnd $1000. MINIMUM.
-Opens many new 'doors' to different industries
-All I have to do is to sit there, look good(Print ads) or some simple acting (TV ads).
During the whole interview I was like wow wow wow wow. $$$$$$! LOL. They were like you have so much potential blah blah blah (boot lick boot lick). Then here comes the anti-climax: $680 for portfolio.
Scam or not? You decide. Because if you're familiar with this kinda thing its no surprise that a portfolio is needed. You know what I mean?
Not gona elaborate anymore. Nuff' said. (Hehe I used the word Nuff)
***
Went for another interview. This time at City Hall, NineWest/Stage, selling women's shoes. It's kinda weird but it's still a job (:
Pray hard that I'll get it this time.
***
Prom - Went shopping for the past few days. Left with shoes and tie now. Hehe excited. Spent fking alot!!! My legs are dam pain too. Hopes that it wont be too casual.
Watched 2012. Epic! You can see the things parents are willing to sacrifice for their kids. Also, the evils some will do to get what they want. Definitely a must-watch during this month.
So yeah, that's about it. All the best for prom you guys (and girls)! Work it! LOL.
10:17 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
I felt a cold presence near me. Knowing that I'm being followed, I quickened my pace towards the mouth of the MRT escalator. She, I assume, is catching up - Ice-cold hands laid on my shoulders and I came to an abrupt halt.
'Hello, my company is looking for new faces..' the relatively plump sales promoter started her rapid speech.
'Sorry! I've no money' I lied as I usually do during these situations. She gripped my shoulders tighter.
'Hey woman! Could you please..' I flared as she continued her practised speech 'I'm not here to sell you anything! My company is looking for new faces for companies like Starhub, Singtel, Levi's etc,' she took a deep breath and continued 'This is my card and can I have your number and name please? We'll call you back'
I read the card - iMODELSHOLDINGS pte ltd.
***
Yeah so that happened to me a few days ago. I went to Bugis for a job interview (at Lenas) and while I was leaving the place after brief shopping, that happened.
Took my by surprised but at the same time I'm flattered. Hahas.
Its been days now and neither the modeling agency NOR the restaurant called me. Im feeling dam dam demoralised now. Like super useless. Hais.
Don't know why but now that the holidays have begun, I don't feel like going out. And I don't think it's normal! Something is missing. I'm not happy with my current 'position'.
Yeah, that's about it. Anyone with jobs give me a text or leave me a tag at the Cbox. Please! Haha.
Btw, working on something really cool now. But I'm not telling, cus I know I'll be judged and I hate that.
1:13 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Don't stare at my foot! Haha. So yeah the 1st pic is the corpse of my family's once guard dog. I killed it by accident - IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!
The second pic is two muthafking huge cups at a restaurant in Bugis (more bout that later). Although, the cups might not seem to be big in the picture cus my hands are big. *anticipate vomiting*
So yeah, had dinner with my family at LENAS (its spelt that way, not for the dramatic effect). The owner is my dad's friend, Lena Sim. Geddit? LENAS.. Lena Sim.
Anyways, guess who I saw? Hint: Works in our school. Almost everyone avoids him, I mean her, in school because she is dam strict and fierce.
I think I gave it away alr. Its Yao Peh Lin.
You might be thinking I'm gonna start thrashing her now. Well, you're wrong! I'm not gonna talk about her drinking red wine alone.
During the entire dinner I was like 'Don't make eye-contact, don't!' and 'Don't look omfg I'm so dead' and lastly ' OH FUCK. I made eye-contact'
Just when I thought this was the most paranoid dinner it could get.. My fathers' friend who just arrived is a long-time friend of hers.
And she got invited over.
Anyways, long story short, it didn't turn out the way I thought it would be at first. Quite the opposite. Learnt alot from both YPL and Lena. In one word it would be Inspirational.
Not gonna elaborate on that its gonna be boring.
So yeah, that's bout it.
Updates soon!
Never there when you're needed
Always here when you're hurt
Whatever I did is never reciprocated
Stop apologising
Cus you never meant it
Feels like a vicious cycle
Like riding on a unicycle
A No-Refund policy
I want my money!
This aint authentic honey -
I want my money for my honey baby!
2:02 AM