She's dead! Wakakakka.





O'level is finally over. The preparation is definitely much more suffocating than the final test. Feels like a huge boulder that Ive been carrying for the past few months has been removed by an angel.





I've definitely learnt alot from this secondary 4 year. & Im not talking bout academics. For sure, this would be the most significant turning point of my life. The most important thing I've learnt during this tortourous period is - Cherish.





Some of you might be thinking '' WTF? Loser ''





Well all ive gota say is - yap. Hahah.





Due to the uncountable number of days that when I think back 'Oh crap I wasted another day' or 'Shit I shouldnt have played com'





Im gona gona strategise. I repeat strategise - not plan my holiday. Day by day. Okay, mayb Im exaggerating but I will do it, just not until that level of detail.





I have an addition to my 'mottos' : Just jump, dont think.





Not gona think too much now, doing everything on impulse. Theres so much that I'll miss if every single thing I do must be calculated.





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OhyaOhya! Im gonna get a job and loads of courses. And prom! I still haven buy anything omfg.





- Job: Looking for something with good pay and at the same time learns loads of stuff from it. Dont wanna be some cashier or some waiter -.- (hahas, sorry to all waiters n cashier) So if any1 has any job reccomandations PLEASE PLEASE give me a call.





-Courses: Im gona learn Jap, Dance and Guitar. These are the 3 main courses that I'll be aiming for. Hey! Dont judge me!!!!





-Prom: Went on one shopping trip so far. Somehow, all the stuff are repeated and like MASS PRODUCED. Some crazy shit. Its like they are all selling the same thing but in a different brand. Looking for something special.



Update: Bought a cool bomber jacket (:












Ohwell, that's all. Sorry if it was boring will try to take photos to post (:




















Okay, theres a few things I wanna talk about. Some of them really pisses me off.

How should I start theres so many things!

(Skip to the near end if you don't wanna read bout F1 and Singapore Idol)

Firstly, I'm sure some of you have heard about F1 rocks? Idk, but whenever I talk about these 'entertainment' stuff like Singapore Idol blahblahblah every1 just gives me the 'stare'. Like just look at me -.-

Thats besides the point. Recently Nicole , from PussyCatDolls, has backed out of hosting F1Rocks because she dosent wanna see Lewis Hamilton. For those of you who live under a rock, he's one of the racers. So who's replacing her? Wait for it-

LINSAY LOHAN. At first I was like WOW not bad for a small nation like us we can employ such a huge star. Then at second thought, she does not have a job now! And the reason to that is because she is not creditable at all! She's known for stealing stuff, getting into fights and backing out last minute.

Good luck to F1 rocks. Will be tuning in for all the drama(: And ofcus Beyonce & BEP!!


Oh Gawd I realised Ive got alot to talk about. Shall summarize.

Okay next Singapore Idol. If you guys watched SI for the past few weeks. You should've noticed that 66.6666% of their comments are on how well they look. And if you do the math, its because only one of the judges is giving constructive feed backs. Telling every1 that his hair looks like a bird's nest is not gona help!

It's a freaking singing contest!


Now to the things you actually care about.

Principle Of Accounts. Fucking screwed paper1 up. Dint remember the theories and stuff. Hais. Hope that Paper2 can pull me up.

The 987 gift pack. I finally received the message to collect it! It says next week mon~thurs I can collect it. Im afraid there might be V.A. and I wanna collect it personally :( boohoo.

Class photos. Now this really pissed me of. I have this theory. That every1 working for the school is secretly malicious and malevolent. I SWEAR!!

Here it goes. So after the photographer takes finish the class photos, he gets them printed out and asks all the teachers to gather around to scrutinize the photos. And then, they will pick the ugliest most appalling pictures among the whole lot and sell it to us.

And I think I did something to offend some1 in that committee. Because both my photos look like I'm sleeping and a freaking huge bannana can fit into my mouth.

Seriously! I dont have 'tiny slits' for my eyes and a 'mo xiao ling' mouth!!!! I look nothing like that in real life! (I hope)


Yeah so, that concludes my rants. Haha! Going to find out why does
ln(8972183cos3282742897/ 7682342x) have no stationery points. LOL.




Omg! I did it! I so tottally rockk. I called thru 66911987!!!!

Woohoo! Add me to the freaking wall of fame now!

Lol, Im overly excited. Called during the segment 'Dont forget the lyrics' ( its the game, but they changed the name).

I called in without any clue about the song lah! I was like shivering throughout the whole thing. Super lucky! They said it was a Paramore song and then i was like omgomg I hope I remember it.. Paramore songs was racing through my mind and then..

The song began - 'If I am a bad person you dont like me..' Ignorance! Yes! I know that song muahahah. So, after that thing, I gave them my particulars including my handphone number and Shan said he'll keep in touch.

Keep in touch? What keep in touch? How do I get my effing Pixie Lott (idk how spell) hamper?!?!?!?!!

I was still in a daze so I did not ask.

Gawwwd. Now I dont even dare to use my phone to call just incase they're calling me back.

Ahhhh it's killing me!

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I cannot study, whats happening! Some one save meeeeee!

& Once again I demonstrated my monotonous voice. This time for Singapore -.-

If you though love drunk was good, check these two out. I'm so gonna buy their album.

But, as usual, Singapore is always on a delay. Idk why. Cant think of a logical reason for it.

If any1 has it, PLEASE SEND ME!!

Checked on Nokia Music store but they don't have it.

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Tmr's Physics. Quite okay with that. But here's my dilemma: Ive to chose, study for Emath or Geog? Both of them are gona take a freaking whole day to revise. So many topics! I'm more confident for Emath, but it's like Singapore Idol. Who knows?

Constant debate in my mind going on now as I type this. My heart tells me to go for Geog because I wanna maintain my status (hehe). But my brain tells me Emath because it's easier to score.

Some1 save me!!! How now, Brown cow? (saw this line somewhere quite funny & rhyme-ish)

Okay gona leave you with the lyrics of She's Got A Boyfriend Now - BLG

Oh crap. I copied and pasted but.. the thing like collapse together and form one whole chunk instead of paragraphs. Ohwell. If you got time, check it out! Super cool.

Guys. I have something very important, close and personal to me that I must announce.

I have a new girlfriend.

She's the most beautiful person I've set my eyes upon. Much better than my previous low-grade picked-up-from-the-streets one. She's much better (:

This relationship is going to last long. 10/9/09. I will remember today.

We're gona listen to our favourite records together, one earpiece for me and the other for her ^^ Just the two of us we'll travel to faraway lands, climb the highest mountains, overcome our greatest fears.

She'll forever be my first. She's my first touchscreen phone.


Bwhahahahaha. Caught'ya. Its the NEWWWW Nokia 5530. Music Player+Touchscreen = Epic.

I'm like one of the very few people who has it today! Today is the Official release date.

Omggggg super cooool!


Im gona indulge myself in pure touchscreen-ny goodness.

See you soon my touchscreen-less friends :P



Thanks for further clarifying my unworthiness to you. I had enough.

This is by far the most uncompromising, unfavourable and 'deluded' circumstance I've been through. Deluded because Ive been lieing to myself and creating excuses for you each time you upset me.

Sound so fucking pathetic but, that's life for me I guess.

I quote from Forest Gump(idk how spell), 'You'll never know what you'll get from a box of chocolates'.

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And.. LEAVE FELICIA CHIN ALOOOOOOOONEE!!!!

Inspired by Chris Rocker, the guy on youtube who whined 'Leave Britney alone!!!' when Britney was going ballistic.

Recently, the rumours for her being fake waist up has surfaced again. Poor FC has to repeat herself again, emphasising that she reaaaaaaaaally did not undergo plastic surgery.

Honestly, she DOES looks different from her pictures years back. But, back then she wasn't a famous celebrity yet! When you're a celeb tons and tons of make-up + hair is done.Hence, obviously it will change the way a person looks!

And the part about breast implants. She was definately much more conservative last time and wore clothes that hid her 'assests' (cant think of a more gracious way to put it). Thus, since she's a celeb now she wears better clothes and yada yada blah blah blah.

You get what I meant.

Ohya, Rosalyn Lee from Shan & Rozz. Ive lost all my respect for her. She critised her brutally and mercilessly just based on her own opinion and beliefs. How can someone scrutinise or point fingers without any concrete evidence or prove?

'Honestly, I still believe that FC is fake from waste up' and 'I wouldn't wanna look like her before or even AFTER her plastic surgery' Rozz condemned.

Whos she to judge?

The quick-witted Shan responded ' Oh, another of your jealous catty remarks. '

Nice one!


At this point of time you must be thinking Im some freaking Felicia Chin stalker. So I'd better stop here. Haha.

Bye bye!



Put a pause to the sad songs
and wear a fake smile on
Its hard to pretend for long

I'm about to freak
I've reached my peak

Some1 rescue me from this paper chase :"(





How much longer is this going to take? I'm reaching my limits soon and its not ending. Some1 save me!

10years of study just for this. Wished some1 would've enlightened me earlier.

It seems like everyone is catching up now.. Kinda scary.

Even scarier to see what people are willing to do against their conscious to fight for the upper hand. It's really shocking to see the acts some may execute.

On the brighter side, its really interesting to see them fumble and frantic over what to do next. Hah.

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The most 'important' and hence, utmost competitive Common Test is this Friday. The best for last, as they say. Its the LAST Common Test we'll ever have. At the same time, it marks the beginning of Prelims.

Many things running through my mind right now. About time I set my priorities right.

And it begins with revision :D

Bye! Remember to read my rants soon, k? lol.